shipmaster | (no subject)

[Bel can be particularly quick and twisty when it comes to what they want. In this case, Miles, Miles getting treatment, and not being on Barrayar for who knows how long... without oh, say, being chased all over the greater Nexus by ANOTHER empire.]

Sounds like a plan, then.

[ Congrats, you've successfully outmaneuvered Miles. ]

I still ought to stay a short while. A week, perhaps. To ensure that Da is recovering.

Longer, if you like. I wouldn't begrudge family. [They just object to INDEFINITE.]

All right then. We can play it by ear,

[ And for now ... Miles lightly tugs on Bel's arm, pulling them down. ]

[Bel gives Miles a look of abject curiosity, but follows suit.]

Miles?

[ Gently, he leans up to kiss them on the cheek. ]

Thank you, by the way.

[They smile, eyes closing halfway at that.]

For what? Honestly, this place hasn't been that bad.

Even so. You didn't actually turn me down when it looked like we might be here indefinitely.

No, I would have stayed. [And that was the truth, as ugly and hard to look at as it was. But in a way, they've traded their life to keep Miles'...]

It's a crappy bodyguard who only sticks around for the easy shifts.

That doesn't mean I have to take it for granted.

... I really shouldn't be surprised that you wouldn't. It's nice, all the same.

Good. Lie down next to me, won't you?

[Bel smiles, pulls one arm around Miles and sinks down into the mattress.]

Gladly.

[ Miles curls in close to them, looping an arm around their waist. He's too tired to do anything except appreciate Bel's warm proximity. ]

I hate being helpless like this.

[They really hadn't talked about more, just a question mark floating vaguely around "probably not" but in some ways, this was far more intimate anyway.]

Maybe it's associated with the cascades... if that's the last major one...

[ MIles exposes himself more this way anyway. ]

Then I might get better on my own?

I'm not going to offer false hope...

But until it happens sometime not related to memories, we can't exactly rule it out either.

[ He's silent a moment. Wanting to hope so very badly ... ]

The first time. It wasn't a cascade.

With the fast penta or was there another time?

No, I mean the fight. With the Queen. I was just ... overwhelmed.

Ah. [The cascade had happened the same day... but that was after.. unrelated, really. Damn.]

... Well. It was a good theory while it lasted.

[ Miles nods slowly. ]

We should ... be prepared for more, probably.

Probably.

Well, I don't mind staying close. [Bel is going to need to find a better cover story though. That is only going to work once.]

I figured you weren't going to argue with that part of it.

No. [They curl a little bit closer.] Besides, being where you are tends to be the most exciting spots.