[ The feeling of wrongness that settles over him at that is stark. Not at their odd, clouded relationship - that much is normal - but at that strange look he observes on Aral's face. On his father's face. On -
He swallows thickly, looking back down again. ]
If I rest any more the bed may swallow me up. I was hoping to visit the stables.
[ And he abruptly realizes that this is the last thing he wants to do to try and remember. If at the end of this he still feels alien ... then he's going to quietly find the next ship out and disappear. ]
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He swallows thickly, looking back down again. ]
If I rest any more the bed may swallow me up. I was hoping to visit the stables.
[ And he abruptly realizes that this is the last thing he wants to do to try and remember. If at the end of this he still feels alien ... then he's going to quietly find the next ship out and disappear. ]